So the dream wasn't really spiritual, but the fact that one: I dreamed and can remember it, and two: it was about real life events. I should explain though, that, I used to work at Target for like a year and a half. I quit due to hours going to crap and the pay wasn't too great. I did get a job at Best Buy before leaving Target. I was hired for the Christmas season, but they may keep me, depending on performance and on the economy in Jan. So now that we've got the background of the dream explained.

I was at work, and they had found a poster I wanted them to save for me, so I was pretty happy. Then the dream sort of ended, but continued, like: Next day next week kinda thing. They were holding a meeting that for some reason, I was invited to ( like, the dream made it clear I was invited and was like making a note of that ). Normally, meetings are store wide, so it's not like there's a special meeting you would get invited to. Anyways, the general feeling of the meeting was that either I had done something really bad and they were going to let me go before Christmas ended, or something really good. It was like how retailers generally make you nervous about meetings. "We can't tell you why you are invited, but you do need to be there" Kinda thing.

I woke up after that, it was about 5am. The dream still lingered very clearly as I got something to drink. I made a note of it and then tried to go back to sleep. No other dreams came up, but, that was definitely a strange one.

Pans Labyrinth - a Spanish movie that came out recently. It has English subs and looked interesting, so I got to watch it today. It's about a girl who is into fairy tails. In the movie she finds a stone maze and a Faun as it's guardian. Basically, the Faun tells her her soul is from another world. The back story describes the girl's original soul wanting to be human, but getting trapped on that world. Her father constructed "portals" linking the underworld to the human world in order to give her soul a chance to come back to the underworld. It's a good movie and you should watch it, the subtitles arn't bad. Although they clearly mistranslated the title from Faun's Labyrinth to Pans Labyrinth.

It's interesting to me because it's very similar to how I feel my spirit decided to come to this world. ^.^

Kinda cool. Cass told me Zoroastrian is believing that basically there is no true god, believing in the power of one self. That's pretty close to what I believe; that no religion is truly correct, they all have a piece of truth. Which I guess is why I got Eclectic, a dash of everything

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As you might notice, all my entries are gone. I'm turning this LJ into more of a spiritual log and such. As this is a sensitive subject, anyone who doesn't comment with intrest on my current friends list shall be removed. You all know my email, so if you missed this, hopefully you'd email me to ask what happened. I'm giving this message a week before removing everything. Please comment if you'd like to stay in the list. If you're not sure, then here's a dream I had the other night. Feel free to comment about this as well.

It started with a odd cup, and someone talking about it. The cup wasn't normal, it was tall, golden, and was conjoined with another cup. Both had writing on them, which was also diffrent. The left had earlyer years, for a certain town. The right had later years, for a diffrent town. The whole way the person was talking about them was as if they were to tell a story about them. Then the camera in my mind moved to a ladel, though nothing special was mentioned about it, nothing in appearance was special either. Still the person was speaking of the cup. Everything moved to a point where a town had these cups, and until now had been using methods to poor whatever was in it. See, the cups were so heavy, it was difficult to get liquid in and out of them, let alone move them. Someone suggusted constructing a ladel for them, one women volentired, but she was warned - that she must live up to the history of the cups, make the ladel worthy of them. The last thing I remember is a partial clear day, with a ladel set outside. A single raindrop fell from the heavens and hit the ladel, signifying something.